... love in her eyes and flowers in her hair ...

e.e. cummings

2006-03-30T21:31:43Z

You Asked Me To Come: It Was Raining A Little

you asked me to come:it was raining a little,
and the spring;a clumsy brightness of air
wonderfully stumbled above the square,
little amorous-tadpole people wiggled

battered by stuttering pearl,
leaves jiggled
to the jigging fragrance of newness
—and then. My crazy fingers liked your dress
….your kiss,your kiss was a distinct brittle

flower,and the flesh crisp set
my love-tooth on edge. So until light
each having each we promised to forget—

wherefore is there nothing left to guess:
the cheap intelligent thighs,the electric trite
thighs;the hair stupidly priceless.

word up

2006-02-07T00:27:18Z

i have pink eye.

lackof_color @ 2006-01-13T17:02:00

2006-01-14T01:02:46Z

back for nooow.

MY LIFE IS SWELL

2005-11-10T01:07:30Z

so i got my tounge peirced and three days later my mom found out and its gone.

SWEET. BEING 18 SURE HAS ITS PERKS.

amoung other things, here are some pictures of life lately.

i have terribly attractive friends.

especially this hot slut i took to homecoming

OH YEA BY THE WAY I MADE MY DRESS FROM FUCKING SCRATCH, BECAUSE I DIDN'T HAVE THE 8,000+ DOLLARS IT WOULD HAVE COST TO BUY THE MICHAEL KORS DRESS I MODELED IT AFTER. UH HUH THATS RIGHT, I MADE A MADE IT. I KNOW IM BETTER THAN YOU.

if halloween hadnt been so fucking shitty maybe i would have gotten more pictures.

me and my two whores

tom cruise and a communist on acid

taylor, me, and taylors boobies

DUNZO!

lackof_color @ 2005-10-29T02:31:00

2005-10-29T09:33:01Z

will someone please explain to me how walking on two legs, making video i-pods, and drug use are directly correlated with one another?

THANKS!

circa 1982

2005-09-27T06:27:56Z

lackof_color @ 2005-08-24T10:41:00

2005-08-24T18:43:56Z

I WOULD ALSO LIKE THE WORLD TO KNOW THAT I HAVE ONE YEAR SOBER AND IM STILL KEEPING IT GNAR GNAR.

lackof_color @ 2005-08-04T19:20:00

2005-08-05T03:21:23Z

its cool, we know we're better than everyone else.

prom.

2005-07-12T03:32:56Z

my nice calves make up for my terrible posture.

theee end.

lackof_color @ 2005-07-05T19:20:00

2005-07-06T03:20:47Z

WHO THE FUCK IS DOWN TO GO TO CHUCK E CHEESE?!

lackof_color @ 2005-06-20T16:51:00

2005-06-20T03:21:54Z

summer summer summer.

oh and ten months sober.

i miss all you fuckers in the valley.

love.

2005-04-04T06:03:05Z

break up to make up, this is how we do.

lackof_color @ 2005-03-30T17:28:00

2005-03-31T01:29:46Z

pimpin aint easy.

lackof_color @ 2005-02-21T14:43:00

2005-02-21T22:44:19Z

r.i.p. hunter, we had some good times.

lackof_color @ 2005-01-26T16:25:00

2005-01-27T00:27:58Z

alllllright, post one good thing about me and one bad thing about me anonymously or not, it can be about whatever you want. in fact you can write an anoymous coment or question about whatever your little heart desires. i really dont care. im bored and fucking grounded so help a brother out and amuse me.

THATS RIGHT BITCH, IM PACKIN

2005-01-17T19:34:08Z

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WHAT A FUCKING YEAR

2005-01-03T20:26:34Z

WINTER BREAK LAST YEAR:

last new years.

day after new years celebration.

scottys house and shanies freaking out.

"fuuuuucckkkk broooo you dont even fuckiiinngg knoooow"

JANUARY:

casey gets caught toking in the girls bathroom at school during finals.

venice....

where we meet our creepy friend.

FEBRUARY:

wow.

take a break from chealsea and find another obnoxious friend...with a car.

xanex?

i miss swazi joe.

MARCH:

fuck tweakers thats all i have to say about march 2004.

APRIL:

shanie moves in.

frank practically moves in.

frying our brains on spring break.

carnivallll

MAY:

casey putting on puppet shows to the beatles.

thats lovely.

thats right jessie, when you get the fear, just crawl under the bed.

i think this is when things started getting really bad?

JUNE:

ah, so much for that resolution.

sorry no pics of rehab guys

AUGUST:

islands with the girls i missed.

napolean and the park.

SEPTEMBER:

aa meetings

bert.

finally allowed to see one another again...kind of

OCTOBER:

some pussys are afraid of bert.

raping amanda.

the boyfriend

yuckaholics comedy show

halloween.

rip mike, i still love and miss you, and i think about you every day.

NOVEMBER:

taking the blame for the ciggs.

bonfire

DECEMBER:
ALL I FUCKING DID WAS WORK, DAMMIT.

well, what a fucking year. im glad to be a alive i suppose. well i dont think that is really a good think to be sarcastic to talk about so let me rephrase- i am so fucking lucky to still be breathing. i guess i learned a lot this year too. i still miss the old times, i kind of sit back and look at these pictures and wonder when shit started getting so ugly. im trying to figure out if im a better person now, i guess its pretty obvious i am, but i wonder why i dont feel that way. i think things have worked out for the better in some ways, in most really, but for the worst in others. i think my new years resolution is to reopen damn hippies and to lose fifteen pounds. but then again, i never really finish anything i start regardless of whether im sober or not. one thing i really do want to do though is to get back in touch with people ive grown apart from, i hope they know who they are. ahem, anyway, merry fucking new year. i hope 2005 doesnt tottally fuck me.

disneyland

2004-12-28T21:38:38Z

hhhhhhahahhahahahahaha.

alice and friends

wow, we both look really high.

ah, being pensive

aw, someone looks a little cranky cause he doesn't like toon town.

mmm i like disneyland. but im sick now, so ill enjoy being confined to my bed for the remainder of break while my boyfriend is in mexico and i blow off my friends, i promise.

public announcment

2004-12-27T07:47:19Z

i have decided to re-open damn hippies. it is my new years resolution. i want to go back to making things and put 100% effort back into it. this means i need models to model the clothes im gonna start making and im going to need a nice computer person to make me a website. help a brother out.

merry christmas, lovers.

2004-12-22T23:52:07Z

happy holidays fuckers

2004-11-30T04:15:17Z

"mmmm family

you know how we do.

lovers.

today i got my drivers licence and started to quit smoking cigerettes as well. horray for fucking me.

90 days sobriety today

2004-11-20T19:37:21Z

i dont mean to be a preacher.

!@#$!@#$!@#$!

2004-11-05T06:43:09Z

i sold out and got a myspace. so add this shit.

http://www.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewProfile&friendID=4540415&Mytoken=20041104223347

this ones for youuuu danny boy

2004-11-03T03:55:02Z

so today me and mr. sutton decided to go smoke a cigerette on artesia blvd. in between our endless array of crying and missing our friend. while there dan shouts "oh fuck pig." upon this we drop our cigerettes and i take the blame for dan, who was the owner of the illigal possesion at hand. why? because i am fucking rad, thats why. i got off without being suspended or getting a truancy ticket for being off campus. i just have to attend an impact meeting and do 10 hours of community service. and i have a court date. but dan said he would pay the ticket.

today i went to mike's house with everyone to pay our respects to his parents. its sad, how real this is all becoming. i still dont want to belive it. its like, whenever i smile or something, i almost feel guilty because it seems as though everything else is so trivial in compairison to this horrible mess.

and my birthday is on saterday. i want something nice mother fuckers.

!$#!#$!34

2004-10-30T20:37:23Z

r.i.p. mike, i can't belive your fucking gone. we all loved you so much.